Lately, there a bunch of story of broken relationship, divorce and cheating I heard. Some story are shocking, there's not a slight of clue that someone you know as a gentleman will cheat. Gosh, what happened to this very world?? I won't judge, we need two hands to clap, no broken relationship with one person to blame, I won't buy it if you said that you are 100% victim, you must done something that push your spouse to do foolish mistake, whether you are not giving him/her enough attention or you just hurt him/her but you just don't know that.

I am praying for my fam or friends that had to through that adversity, but I'm truly sorry, that when I heard their story I began to feel grateful for my hubby. I can't thank God enough I have him as my husband. In this past few years of our marriage, if I flashback, I realize that he loves me, often times I want a separation ( I am a stubborn jackass), but he never let me go. Eventhough we have a thousand page of story to live on, today I promised myself, if we have a fight, I will remember this thought of mine, I will remember this grateful feeling I feel inside, I will remember his love for me. 

Life is not about finding the right person

But creating the right relationship

It is not how we care in the beginning

But how much we care till ending

My Wishlist

Akhir akhir ini aku terkena sindrom centil.com, suka makeup (and skincare juga), baca tutorial makeup mulu, alhasil terkena racun makeup yang bikin aku beli ini itu."Ini Itu" nya yaitu eyeshadow, bulu mata palsu, eyeliner, eye primer, foundation, bb cream bla bla bla buanyak kan.... 

Well, aku cuma amazing aja sama efek yang ditimbulkan (cieee resmi kale gaya bahasanya) dari makeup, kadang suka takjub dgn foto yang before and after..uhmm bknnya menghina sih tapi beneran bueda bangetsss..contohnya aku sendiri, matanya beda banget before and after dendong, sampai suamiku suka ketawa liat foto mataku yang before & after...

Back to the topic yah, karena racun yang beredar di dunia dandan (dendong) inilah wishlist yang muncul karena efek samping sindrom centil.com :

-urbandecay eyeprimer potion

-theskinfood - aloe bb cream ==> uda cobain, cucok sama kulitku, ditunggu reviewnya yah

-theskinfood - black sugar mask

-ciel mmu foundation ==> lagi minta sample neh, kalo cucok br beli

-mineral brush ==> lom tentuin mau beli yang merek apa, mau liat ripiu2an dulu

-kose softymo speedy cleansing oil ==> buat replace aku punya cleansing oil mufe yang pricey euyyy

-missha - the style - BE002

-missha - the style - Beige

-missha - the style - Lucid PK06

-missha - the style - Lucid CR03

-theskinfood - pedicure vita - 01 Maitai

-theskinfood - nail vita - PK213

-theskinfood - nail vita - PK212

-theskinfood - milkcream - VL001

-theskinfood - milkcream - PK004

see...banyak kan wishlistnya...tapi untuk beginian sih aku cukup sabar kog menanti wkt kantong sedang sanggup membeli semua itu hahahah, di cicil aja...sambil baca2 review, memantapkan hati baru deh pas gajian belanja belanji...en this wishlist lom berakhir jiahhhhhh

A Question That Do Not Require an Answer

I am not a person with a strong memory, according to people that's a weakness, but for me, it is a blessing. With a weak memory, I can easily forget the evil deeds that others did to me. I am grateful, because then the heart will not be easily hurt, injured or else. But the bad effects are I became ignorance, cool and seems don't care of others, it seems cruel, but really it's just my way to keep myself from things that hurt. Sometimes in a marriage, when we no longer listen to each other, we better step back to listen to opinions from other people who are not involved in this conflict. One thing that is sad for me, why two people who once loved each other, now no more listening to each other? Does this signify the love that has faded? Or just a way of life full of tiny sharp stones are quite painful for us to live together? 
It is often said that God hates divorce. But if for the sake of unity in marriage we must accept all the injustices, what about our happiness? Is not the purpose of us getting married is to obtain happiness? If we maintain the marriage for the sake of a family unit, whether the sacrifice is comparable to sell happiness for the sake of an intact marriage. I can not answer this question, can you answer it?

I love books

I love to read, read any books, both novels, comics and the various categories, such as family, grooming, makeup, cooking, story of a clan or the first generation to the next generation and of course on spiritual things (which of course in accordance with my religion.) Currently, things that prevent me to buy more books are  my mom already "scream" that she can see piles of books scattered over my room. Believe me, O my beloved books, if I have a big house, there will be a special room for you guys ... there will be large and sturdy cabinet and I will collated you guys in alphabetical order. The room will have a window facing outdoor where I can see green grass & beautiful flower, there is a lounge chair located next to the window and I will put a small table to place a pot of warm green tea with an elegant cup, and do not forget the delicious snacks as well Lol. I have been "ordered" my husband, if one day we have a big house, this room go to the main list in addition to the bedroom and kitchen.

But although I love to read, and already hundreds of times I select which book to bought, there is still a few books that I have not read because it really, really boring. I just read several chapter and find it so boring, I will threw it aside. Sometimes not a boring story, but the grammar is too rigid make the story becomes so boring. Like watching a movie whose story is actually interesting, but played by actors and actresses with a stiff acting and bored you to death (no expression).As a result .. a lot of unfinished books I read and I've started to buy more new books. My husband knows about it and every time I want to buy a new book then he would ask, beib, "whether you're sure it's a good book? Or he will shake his head when I came home with a plastic bag filled with books hahaha. He said that I read a book with amazing speed hihihi.